This is the Best Day of My Life!

I feel free. I feel like finally everything that has been holding me back is gone. I can stop settling and start achieving. I was terminated today. Yep, FIRED! Oh, let's use the politically correct terminology...."my position was eliminated." Yeah, that is suppose to make me feel better. Its suppose to make me feel worth and value for the countless hours of sleepless nights I spent worrying about my last project. Its ok. I understand having to justify things in your own head and if this is how she justifies it....so be it. We all answer to a higher power at the end of the day and I can honestly say, I will feel no remorse for the life I have led. Maybe she will. Who knows?

Its something when you get up in the morning, put your clothes on and just know you are about to screw someone royally...and then you smile. We've all terminated employees. It happens. Normally, it is justified. This was a game. I was a pawn in her game. She didn't like me. The feeling was mutual. She won. Or did she?????

I think I am about to win. After all, I have just flipped my rock to the shaded side, the part that has been damp with her evilness and it is about to get sunlight, dry out and begin to thrive. I will come out on top. It may not be easy or fun getting there but this is about to be the BEST day of my life. I promise.